Leisure and perfection, impermanence, pain in reincarnation, cause and effect,We live all the time,Check it out at will,All of these four at the same time.——《The Notes of Moving the Heart"
Text: Xiao Huang
I was born in Kunming this year25age.2016On the seventh day of the first lunar month of the lunar calendar, I rode an electric bike home and an accident happened on the way. I have no memory of what happened at that time, and I have not found the person who caused the accident. During the rescue process in the hospital, I was in a deep coma and knew nothing. Later, I heard from my family that I was seriously injured on the head and the hospital issued a critical illness notice.
After two months of deep coma and about two months of shallow coma, I finally woke up.
After waking up, I felt that my whole body could not move. I wanted to speak, but I found that I couldn't even say a word. Due to the comminuted fracture of the right orbit pressing the visual nerve, my right eye became blind. I was really confused, tears couldn't stop flowing, and my mood began to become very bad, and I even thought about how to commit suicide, etc. But at that time, I didn't even have the ability to commit suicide. The body is not controlled by itself, cannot speak, cannot walk, and even his tongue is not controlled by eating, and cannot chew food. I, who is just twenty years old, became a “Abandoned person”。
At that time, my comprehensive ability was equivalent to a child about three years old. Life had to start with small things like eating. Now, thinking about it, I almost lived again.
What I felt most deeply about during the few months I was hospitalized was the kindness of my parents. Even though my children were disabled and there might be no hope of healing, they did not give up. In addition to taking care of my basic life, they also massaged me every day until I was discharged from the hospital.
2016Year10In the month, when I was discharged from the hospital, my body was diagnosed with a serious injury of 2 degrees. During my recovery from home, I was still unclear, no one could understand what I said, and I could hardly communicate with others. Once I went to the store to buy coconuts and said it repeatedly five or six times. After gestured with my hands, I barely understood what I mean. Later, when I was buying things, people knew about my illness and thought it was troublesome. As soon as I opened my mouth, they said it was out of stock. In fact, they didn't listen to what I said, or they didn't want to listen if it was troublesome.
2018In 2019, there was a senior brother Chen downstairs in my house. She and my mother said: Xiao Huang can recite the Hundred Characters of Vajrasattva more often. In addition, some Buddhist disciples sometimes release animals and can participate, which may be helpful for their physical recovery.
I remember when I first participated in the release of animals, I had a little difficulty walking. At that time, I saw my senior brothers chanting scriptures in front of a fish cart, and then stood in two rows and passed the baskets filled with fish to the lake to release animals. Gradually, I began to contact everyone, learned about Buddhism, and learned that I could listen to and learn through the Internet. From then on, I started to listen to lectures regularly. This should be the beginning of my systematic study of Buddhism.
After knowing the principles of Buddhism, I consciously do good deeds every day, hoping to purify my karma and accumulate more merit.
2020Year2In the month, the epidemic hit, and the Bodhizhou website will recite the Vajra Armor Mantra every night at 7:30, and I also participated.
From the first day of reciting, I felt that my body and mind began to change. What my family and I never expected was that it has only been more than two months since we recited it, and with the treatment, a miracle happened to me: my physical condition has recovered compared to before the accident. 90%,The problem of speech that once plagued me completely improved, and my right eye vision also returned to the point before the injury.85%As a result, even the cerebellum that was greatly damaged in the accident began to grow.“When a person reaches the age of twenty, the cerebellum cannot grow again. Such damage is basically irreversible, but Xiao Huang's example is very magical.”The doctor said with my new head film.
In short, the miracles that happened to me made me, who had just come into contact with Buddhism feel the greatness of Buddhism!
I have loved exercise since I was a child. After being discharged from the hospital, I have had rehabilitation training in the gym. From walking unsteady and speechless to my current state, my brothers and sisters here are the best testimony. I can restore to this state, and I know that this is the protection of the Three Jewels and the blessing of the Vajra Armor Mantra. Thinking of my experience, I had an idea, hoping that I could become a fitness coach and help those with physical disabilities. Because I have a deep feeling for this pain.
It can help more sentient beings relieve their suffering, and I think this is also repaying the kindness of the Three Jewels.
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