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I am a financial staff member of a township enterprise in Sichuan. If it weren't for that disaster, my life would have been as happy, confident and fulfilling as others, and I would have longed for the future.But since I got sick, I have gradually become decadent.

It was January 2001. Several colleagues from my unit and I went to Chengdu on a business trip. Shortly after staying in the hotel at night, a lady called to ask if she wanted to "service". She couldn't resist the temptation and something happened that I regretted for the rest of my life.

When I woke up early the next morning, I felt a little uncomfortable in my lower body. Then I went to the roadside pharmacy to buy some anti-inflammatory medicine, which cost only a few yuan. The symptoms disappeared within a few days.

Everything seemed to be back to normal again, and I gradually forgot about it.At this time, a kind-hearted person introduced a girlfriend to me. She has good character and good performance in her work unit. We are both satisfied with each other and have a good personality.After several months of dating, her parents asked us to get married for the Spring Festival next year. At this time, I thought that my lower body sometimes felt a little uncomfortable, and it seemed that I should have a comprehensive examination of my body.So I took the time to take a bus to the dermatology and venereology department of a tertiary hospital for examination, and the results were found for chlamydia and gonococci, which was more than a bolt from the blue for me.But since it is the fact, I had to face it and receive regular treatment. At first, the doctor said that as long as I had enough, standardized and thorough treatment, I could be cured. I told me not to worry, but after a few times, I still couldn't get any cures.I also consulted several professors from the medical school, and they told me that this disease is easy to cure in the early stages.I only started treatment half a year after the onset of the disease. I had already missed the best time for treatment. Not only did it turn chronic, but it also caused prostate infection. It was very difficult to treat. Generally, it was dosage-added. It only took more drugs for more than three months to improve after the combination of multiple sensitive drugs, and the possibility of recurrence is quite high.

I still held hope and actively followed the doctor's advice to treat it for more than a year. Until September 2003, my illness had not been completely cured, but I decided to give up the treatment because I had no bank deposits anymore.In the eyes of ordinary people, venereal diseases may not be considered anything. As long as they are treated with standardized treatment in regular hospitals, they always think that they can be completely cured.But this disease has caused me a lot.My work, life and study have been greatly affected, and it has changed minedestiny，And it is destined to change my life.Compared to three years ago, I was much thinner. I spent nearly 20,000 yuan to cure my illness. What’s even more uncomfortable is that I spent so much money but I didn’t dare to explain where I went to.In the eyes of people around me, I don’t smoke, drink, eat, drink, and dress, never spend money randomly, and my life is simple. Logically speaking, I must have saved a lot of money in the bank. Therefore, they think I am a rich man, and I can only smile bitterly. No one will believe that I am a pauper. Life is not easy. The feeling of having no money is even more difficult to explain to others and understand, and I dare not explain the truth to others. I am really depressed.

During the treatment period, I followed the doctor's advice and avoid spicy and irritating foods and quit drinking. This made me bitter! We Sichuan people love to eat chili peppers, and all dishes are inseparable from chili peppers, especially various parties, banquets, midnight snacks, and hot pot. They are inseparable from chili peppers, and tobacco and alcohol, especially alcohol. They should drink it when they should drink it. The disease recurses, so if you don't drink it, you will offend people and say I don't give you face, but I can't explain it. I said I'm sick, but no one believes it, and I say what's wrong with me...

My future has also been affected due to this disease.In December 2003, the district state-owned assets company's personnel reform was made and publicly recruited four staff members from the society. I was unwilling to accept it and took the exam with a lucky mentality. My written test score ranked first and passed the interview and political review assessment, but the physical examination finally stumped me, and fortunately it was not exposed.What's worse is that the unit where I work is now undergoing personnel system reform. It is said that because I was sometimes late and absent from work for no reason, the possibility of being laid off is extremely high.

When it comes to being late and absent from work, I was unable to speak. At that time, I was treated in the hospital for a long time. It took about two hours to drive from the unit where I worked. It took half a day to go back and forth. However, the professors and chief physicians of the hospital carried out rotational outpatient clinics. Most of them did not open outpatient clinics on weekends. They could only find a doctor to go to the hospital from Monday to Friday, especially doctors who did bacterial culture did not work at all on weekends, so I could only use my working hours to go to the hospital. At first, I could find a reason to ask for leave, but over time, I really had no reason. Even if I said I went to see a doctor, no one believed it, because people did not believe that I was sick. I once asked a doctor to issue a medical certificate to prove that I had prostatitis, but no one believed it, and thought it was fake.In order to cure the disease, I can only be late and absent from work for no reason. What can I do? In addition, since I have to get up in the middle of the night and urinate 2 ～3Time, frequent nocturnal emission affects sleep and causes lack of energy the next morning. I am really helpless!

What's even more helpless is my lifelong event.When my girlfriend's parents urged us to get married, I realized that I had a STD. The only way I could think of at this time was to find reasons to delay and postpone the wedding date.I delayed it again and again until October 2002. It was the most difficult time in my life. Her parents and relatives and friends asked me to marry each other all day, and my colleagues also nagged me all day long, and even the leaders of my unit asked me to do ideological work.I was almost driven crazy, but I still couldn't tell the fact that I had STD, otherwise I would have finished playing in my life.In addition, my physical symptoms were particularly obvious at that time... the heavy pressure made me think of death.

2002In December, I finally broke up with my girlfriend (From beginning to end I didn't tell her I was sick )，Since then, many enthusiastic people around me have arranged a partner for me, but I can no longer accept it, so I have to politely decline one by one. Until now, there are still people who are anxious for me. Many people advise me that I am 29 years old and it is time to find a partner, so I cannot have a high vision.In our town, if a man is not yet married at the age of 30, it will make people laugh, despise, and make people unable to raise their heads.To be honest, if it weren't for this kind of condition, it would be easy to find a suitable partner to start a family, but I was sick and couldn't make a statement. It seems that I was destined to be a bachelor who was laughed at by the world in this life.In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I also want to have a companion, which is also my only luxury at present. I can bear the setbacks at work and face the frustrations in life. I have already thought about many unsatisfactory things. I don’t ask for anything else now. I just hope that I can have a companion around me, who can talk to each other and relieve boredom. If you have something to do, you can discuss with each other, help each other, share joys and sorrows, and share weal and woe, even if you are not sexually apt.coupleOK, can my wish come true? Where can I find the right one?

The Buddha said that sexual misconduct leads to rapid loss of blessings.What a correct truth this is!!

I hope that people in the world will stay away from sexual misconduct as soon as possible!! Never commit sexual misconduct again!!

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Eliminate disasters and eliminate sins, "Namo Amitabha" is the firstMerit

Here I repent for all the evil thoughts and evil deeds I have committed, and repent for all the serious crimes of adultery. I wish to share all the merits of this article.DedicationTo the original author of the article,Learn BuddhismNet, all readers; if there is any error in this article, I will repent. If there is any merit, I will dedicate them all. I wish to stop evil and cultivate good, abstain from sexual misconduct, accumulate good deeds, keep precepts and recite the Buddha's name, and seek rebirth in the Pure Land!