After abstaining from sex, your future can be the same

The moment I got the tripartite agreement, I cried, and I got a job after repenting for many years......

I was born in 8丨9, because of XY, I achieved nothing. High school didn't work hard, went to XY, and only went to an ordinary undergraduate, although it is still famous in the province, but I have hardly studied a day completely in four years, often sy, at most about four times a day, basically every day, and I am happy to do it, facing all kinds of harmlessness every day, I am also at ease.

But I also vaguely feel that this is harmful, but I don't know what the result will be. Finally, one day I started to lose my hair, and it got worse and worse, so I thought it was a problem with sy, so I started to quit. After quitting for more than a week, I stopped losing my hair, and then my heart collapsed again, and then sy, repeating this several times. As long as you stop sy, your hair will not fall out quickly, and it will look like it will last for more than ten days at most.

In this way, day after day, year after year, I spent four years of college. After graduation, I didn't find a job, so I stayed at home to gnaw on my old age. My mother didn't say anything, as long as I wanted her to support me for the rest of my life, but my dad was dissatisfied, and he didn't even have a job when he went to college, which was embarrassing. I play games at home every day, watch H when I've had enough, and then sy, repeating what happened in college, without any ambition at all.

Let's talk about an important turning point in my life - coming into contact with the abstinence article. One day while browsing the web, G made me look at the article on abstinence from sex, which instantly gave me a head-on blow and browsed for a long time. Suddenly I felt that I had lived in vain for the first two years, or I had lived wrong, it had subverted my entire outlook on life, and suddenly my ideals and beliefs became so within reach, and I felt like I was back as a 17-year-old boy, and my heart was full of hope. That night, I had insomnia.

That night, I thought a lot... I found that I had lost too much because of XY, which was completely self-inflicted, and I couldn't blame others. I think I should make a change, no matter how good I think, it will be in vain if I don't act, if I don't change my life. After thinking about many ways, I finally made up my mind to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

During this period, there are plans to start a business, but it is difficult to do it without capital, I want to take the civil service exam, and I feel that this is not a pragmatic path, if I go out to find a job, I don't have the ability and can't find a good job, so I should go to the postgraduate entrance examination and give myself a chance to go to college again

When I told my parents about the idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, I was very surprised, the old couple were very supportive of me, my dad said that the tuition fee did not need to be worried, but my mother was a little worried, worried that I would not be able to pass the exam, and the postgraduate entrance examination was not a simple thing. I am ready to break the cauldron, I must be admitted, I have to change, even if I am finally transferred back to this school, I have to study, but first I have to pass the ** line.

All the ups and downs in the middle are omitted, leaving only the main line of my story. In this way, I returned to the school where I had been away for more than a year, and it was a bit strange to step on this campus again. Fortunately, my undergraduate roommate is a graduate student at our school, he is already in his second year of graduate school, and I used his meal card to eat in school, which helped me save a lot of money.

With the help of my original roommate, I knew how to study for the postgraduate entrance examination, what materials should be used, and how much time should be spent on which course. I rented a single room by myself, and I knew that I was under a lot of pressure, so I went out early and returned late every day, very hard, not to waste time, and there was still more than half a year before the exam. The process of learning is very painful and lonely. But in the end, I persevered and was admitted to graduate school.

This year is the day I graduated from graduate school, after fierce autumn recruitment, I finally found my job, got the tripartite agreement today, I can finally let go, I can give an explanation to my parents, and I can finally say goodbye to the unbearable self in the past.