Impotence didn't make me happy

today (The 19th day of the sixth lunar month )，It is the day when the Bodhisattva achieves enlightenment. It is a day when I am filled with joy in the Dharma. I should recite scriptures and pray for blessings to eliminate my karma. However, I committed adultery with just one thought.I have been abstaining from sex for fifty days, but I opened a pornographic website because of a thought, and then masturbated again.

It should be the protection of all the Buddhas, Bodhisattvas and Dharma protectors. During this masturbation, I did not experience a trace of happiness, and did not even have a little bit of false pleasure. On the contrary, my entire experience was indescribable negative emotions. Before this, there were actually warnings from Buddhas, Bodhisattvas and Dharma protectors. (While watching porn, a roommate came back from outside. )，At that time, I also thought of it as a warning from the Bodhisattva's Dharma protector, but I did not stop in time. I recalled the joy of memorizing a passage of scriptures since I studied Buddhism, the coolness of copying the moonlight mantra, and the stability of falling asleep after silently reciting the scriptures. That is the true happiness, fulfillment, and joy.

I am a college student who is preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. I am now on holiday. I have not returned home and reunite with my family who are thousands of miles away. I always miss my family, but choose to stay at school to review.But instead of devoted himself to studying, he was lazy in the dormitory and did such dirty and vulgar things, letting down his parents' expectations.

Since I learned Buddhism and abstain from sex, I have obviously felt that my work is no longer as bumpy as before, and it is full of twists and turns, but it is natural everywhere. My body can obviously feel healthy and my face is full of brilliance.

People should be grateful. A few days ago, in a traffic accident without any danger, I was even more unscathed. Isn’t this the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas protecting me? Avoiding adultery, we really need to be alert to ourselves at all times and be "trespectful, walking on thin ice" as Master Shenxiu once said, "The body is a Bodhi tree, and the heart is like a mirror platform.Wipe it frequently and do not cause dust."

Our blessings are all accumulated and left to us by our ancestors. The matter of adultery will most damage the blessings and virtues. Even if there is blessings like mountains and seas, it will not stand the loss of adultery. Moreover, adultery will even bring shame to ancestors and ancestors in the nine springs. This is a great disfiance.

If evil lust is not eliminated, dust cannot be released. If evil lust is in your mind all day long, how can you do something? Spoiler that there are gods in your feet. How can such a person go well and have a smooth flow? Beware, wake up, don’t sink anymore.

This article is not only a self-repentance, but also an admonition to all fellow practitioners. Violent lust cannot bring any happiness, but after the violent lust, it will be a long-term pain.

Take action, the best time to quit adultery is always in the present, now, now, right now.

Only by abstaining from sexual misconduct can a person cultivate enough energy and energy, and only by having courage can he have courage. With courage, he can be generous in his life and work, and can he make a world of world in this world.

If this article can be seen by even one person and touched, I would like to dedicate this merit to all fellow practitioners who are abstaining from or falling into depravity as soon as possible. I hope they will escape from the sea of suffering as soon as possible

If a person cannot control himself, how different is he from a beast

May this merit be used to eliminate impure karma

Friends are happy and family members are harmonious

Both body and mind are pure, and the Tao heart is always firm

Together, attain the supreme path and save all sentient beings

Namo's teacher Shakyamuni Buddha

Namo's teacher Shakyamuni Buddha

Namo's teacher Shakyamuni Buddha

Namo's great compassionate Guanyin Bodhisattva

Namo's great compassionate Guanyin Bodhisattva

Namo's great compassionate Guanyin Bodhisattva

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